Seeking the Truth by Lizel
This is my first Fanfic,so bear with me!!!!!!This story takes place in the present
Brenda-Hey what's up?? Robin-I came by to see you,Oh am I interupting?? Jax-No I was just leaving. He looks at Brenda in a fatherly way. Jax-Remember what I said. Brenda-Yeah I will. Jax leaves and Robin gives Brenda a quizical look. Robin-What was that all about??? Brenda-Jax was just explaining how I should be living again.He wants me to quit modelling and go on a Robin-Are you going?? Brenda looks at her in a surprised way. Brenda-No!!!I have my career and friends to think about,and besides that's to soon for me. Robin-You mean a relationship??? Brenda-Yeah,I'm not ready...so soon after... Robin-Sonny?? Brenda-Yeah but let's not talk about that. Robin-Sure. Brenda-So what did you come here for...not that I mind...?? Robin-I came to ask you if you wanted to go to dinner with me,and Lois and Ned. Brenda-And Jason??? Robin-Well,I didn't invite him because I didn't think you would want to see him. Brenda-No that's okay,I need to move on with my life,and that includes letting go.What Jason did was wrong and all,but it's Robin smiled Robin-That's a good way to think about it.You've really changed. Brenda-It's my new outlook on life.Let's just hope Jax doesn't show up.It's not that I don't like him,but he's really starting to get on Robin-I've noticed that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Brenda-What do you mean by that?? Robin-I don't know....me and Lois feel well...abandoned.You're always with Jax,things Brenda-I didn't know you felt this way,I'm sorry.I guess I have been neglecting our friendship, Robin interupts her. Robin-We want to help you too,but it seems like you don't want anybody but Jax to help you. Brenda-That's not true.You guys are my best friends,and so is Jax.Tell you what,from this day foward I will make an effort Robin smiles. Robin-Good.I have to leave now,but I'll see you tonight??? Brenda-I'll be there. Robin-Great.See ya. Brenda-Bye. After Robin left,Brenda was just about to take a bubble bath when the phone rang. Brenda-Hello?? Jax-Brender it's me. Brenda-Hey Jax what's up???? Jax-I was wondering if you wanted to go out to dinner tonight??? Brenda-Oh...sorry..I have plans. Jax sounds worried. Jax-Plans,what plans??? Brenda is a little annoyed at him asking Brenda-I'm going out with Lois,Robin,Ned....and Jason. Jax-Jason???? Brenda-Yes,I feel it's time I move on,you know forgive and forget???? Jax-Well are you sure you're ready???I mean this is Jason we're talking about. Brenda get's ticked off by his last comment. Brenda-Jax I'm sick of you second guessing my opinions,I know what I can and can't handle. Jax-I know what's best for you,and it's not this. Brenda-Excuse me for trying to take control of my life!!!You know what??You're not Sonny so quit acting like you are!!! Brenda could hardly believe she said that,but it felt good to say what she was really thinking. Jax-Sonny wasn't and will never be half the man I am.He left you at the altar,remember???He made you look like a fool in front of Brenda just sat there listening to his words.It made her realize that Sonny did what he did for a secret reason,Jason was lying,and she was going to Brenda-Screw you!!! She hung up the phone loudly and clapped her hands. Brenda-God that felt good. ~~~~~~~~~~ Jax-Brenda...Brenda.Dammit. He hung up the phone and grabbed his coat and left the penthouse. ~~~~~~~~~~ Puerto Rico.... Sonny is standing alone on a beach,thinking of Brenda.That's all he has been doing ever since he left for Puerto Rico.Every face he Lily-Don't say anything,let me explain. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Later on back in PC.... Brenda,Robin,Jason,Lois,and Ned were all seated around a table talking over there meal.Brenda was being more than civil to Jason,she was Brenda-I need to talk to you. Jason-Uhhh...okay.When??? Brenda-Meet me tomorrow at my house. Jason-Okay,but what's this about??? Brenda-I can't talk about it here. By that time everyone was ready to leave. Brenda-I'm gonna go now,I'll see you all later. She gave Jason a look and he returned it,telling her he'd be there tomorrow. Brenda-Bye. Lois-Bye Bren,and be careful. Brenda-I will. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jax is sitting alone at a bar,drinking his troubles away.He couldn't believe how Brenda had Jax-Well Brenda,I'll make you see that we were meant to be together!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sonny-Lily??? Lily-Yes it is me. Sonny-What the hell is going on?? She puts her hand on his shoulder,but he pulls away. Sonny-It's really you. Lily-In the flesh. Sonny-But how...the baby??? Lily-I...I don't know how to say this...but I had someone fake the pregnancy for me. She saw the look on his face and quickly explained. Lily-I thought you were leaving me,I had to do it. Sonny sat back,shocked. Lily-I also faked my death,but I now know that I was wrong to do that.Please forgive me Sonny. She was in tears,fake tears. Sonny-This is too much for me to take in one night.Please leave. Lily-Will you listen to me tomorrow if I go now?? Sonny didn't want to be faced with her,so he said yes.She left and he went to sleep,still too shocked to realize what was happening. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brenda is back at her house laying awake in bed. Brenda-Sonny,I will have you back.I know now you didn't leave me because you didn't love me.I can feel your pain,and heart ache,because it's mine.I'm going ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ More soon,hope you like it!!!
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