Chapter 1 "Finding our way home"
As Brenda sits on the train her mind fills
w/questions but she has no
answers. 4 years, it had been 4 long years since she had
stepped foot in Port
Charles, since that night her life had changed forever,
when she finally gave
into her passion for Sonny and for hours they made
passionate love, 4 years
since she had seen the man that she loved, 4 years since
she had been
attacked by Jax after he found her and Sonny together.
Suddenly she was
snapped out of her daydreaming by 2 little children, one
who sat on her lap
and the other sat next to her. These two small children
ferternal twins who
called her mommy, they were her reason for living her only
reason for facing
everday head on. Two small kids who she called Cari
Veronica Corinthos and
Michael Stone Corinthos Jr. Her one night w/Sonny so long
ago had created
these miracles. As Cari sat in her mothers lap, she
looked up at mother and
we saw every ounce of Brenda in her from her Beautiful
dark eyes to her long
black hair. Michael sat next to her holdong her hand a
little boy who was
almost identical to his father. Brenda looked at him and
smiled as he played
w/his Power Ranger and he smiled back at her. She put her
hand on Cari's
head, Cari looked at her.
Cari: Mommy is auntie Lois going to be ok?
Lois and Ned where the only two people in Port
Charles who knew that these
two tiny children existed. Lois had been in a car crash
and even though
Brenda knew she would be ok she had decided it was the
perfect excuse to
finally go back to Port Charles.
Brenda: Yes sweetie Auntie Lois is going to be just fine.
Her attention then turned to her son who was pulling on
Michael: Mommy how come Uncle Jagger could not come w/us?
Right after Brenda had been attacked by Jax she took of
from Port Charles not
knowing where she was going soon after she decided to go
to San Francisco and
Karen and Jagger let her stay there w/them. After the
twins were born Brenda
moved down the street, Brenda and Karen had become best
friends and spent
almost every second together, about 3 weeks after the
twins were born Karen
also had a baby a little girl she named Taylor.
Brenda: Because sweetie uncle Jagger had to stay home with
Auntie Karen and
Cari: Will we ever see them again?
Brenda: Of cource we will.
Before Brenda even knew it the train pilled into
Port Charles. cari was fast
asleep in Brenda's lap, and Michael was still playing
w/his toys and was wide
awake. They arrived at the train station, brenda picked up
a sleeping Cari,
and held onto Michael's hand as they got off of the train
and for the first
time in 4 years Brenda felt like she was really home....
Chapter 2 "Home sweet Home"
There was a car there waiting for them that
Brenda had ordered in
advance, she had someone bring her luggage to her car and
loaded it into the
trunk. Brenda played Cari into her car seat and Cari didnt
even flinch she
slept soundly like an angel, Michael crawled into his car
seat like the big
boy that he is. Brenda got into the drivers seat and took
off. Port Charles
had been her home for so long and now it seemed that PC
was just as much as a
stranger as it had been a friend at one time. She had not
clue who still
lived there, She never asked Lois or Ned about Sonny, she
didnt know if he
still lived there, if he was married, or even alive. About
30 minutes later
she pulled into the parking lot of GH.
Brenda: 4 years has it really been 4 years?
Michael: What mommy?
Brenda: Nothing sweet heart mommy is just thinking out
Micheal began to crawl out of his car seat, and Cari still
slept in hers.
Brenda: Michael dont slam your door, because it will wake
Michael got up and sliently closed his door.
Brenda: Good boy.
Brenda got out of the car and carefully picked up Cari who
in turn rested her
head on her mothers shoulder and continued her slumber.
Cari was a sound
sleeper just like her daddy. Michael took Brendas hand and
was very eager to
see what lied ahead of him. Even though these two kids
identical from there dark hair to olive skin, they were
very tiny for the age
of 3, their personalities were very different. Cari was
very quiet and just
loved to be held and loved, and Michael was very energenic
and hyper he loved
adventures and mystery. Brenda reached the entrance of the
hospital and went
inside, they reached the elevator and went into it.
Michael pressed the #7
button and was very proud of himself afterwards. They
reached the 7th floor
and preceeded off of the elevator. Michael instantly saw
Ned and let go of
his mothers hand and ran to him and jumped into his arms.
Ned: Well hey there how is my big boy?
Michael: I'm good.
Brenda reached Ned and gave him a hug.
Ned: Hows Cari?
Brenda: Shes good she is very tired though she didn't get
very much sleep
last night. Hows Lois?
Ned: She is fine she will be released tomarrow.
Brenda: Well that is good news. Do you think she is up for
Ned: Sure i'm sure she would love to see you. Do you want
me to take Cari?
Brenda: No, I dont want to wake her, but could you watch
Michael for me, he
can be very roudy.
Ned: Yeah sure I got it covered.
Brenda walks into Lois's room and sees her sleeping in her
Brenda walks over to her and takes her hand. Lois slowly
opens her eyes and a
big smile crosses her face.
Brenda: Hey there girlfriend.
Brenda: Yeah the one and only.
Lois: What are you doing here? Isint it to dangerous?
Brenda: What do you mean?
Lois: What if sonny sees you and the kids?
Brenda: Lois dont worry about that OK, I have it
Lois: Famous last words girlfriend.
Out side of the hospital room Ned sits w/Michael.
The elevator opens
and Sonny runs out of it looking for Lois and Ned. He sees
ned sitting on the
couch w/a little boy running circles around him, He walks
over to Ned and
Michael w/o a clue that is his life is about to change
Chapter 3 "Eye Contact"
Sonny reaches Michael and Ned and he looks at
Michael wondering who
this child could be and why he was w/Ned Michael continues
not even noticing Sonny looking at him. Ned looks up at
sees him and panic
begins to run through his body but he tried not to let it
Ned: Hey Sonny, what are u doing here?
Sonny: What do u think I am doing here? How is Lois?
Ned: Oh of cource, Lois is good she is still weak but she
is hanging in there
Sonny giggles at Michael who suddenly from running the
circles and gets
very dizzy and fall. Ned jumps up to catch him but Sonny
reaches him first.
Sonny: hey there big boy u better be careful or u are
going to make your self
Michael: Thank-you mister but I am ok.
Sonny: So what is your name?
Michael: I'm Michael.
Sonny: Well hi there Michael I am Sonny.
Ned can see that this is just not good at all, he
knows that if
Brenda walks out and sees Sonny w/Michael she would not be
a happy camper.
Ned: Michael why dont u go and get a sucker over there on
the counter OK.
Michael looks at sonny.
Michael: It was nice to meet u mister Sonny.
Sonny: It was nice to meet u to Michael.
Michael runs off to get the sucker.
Sonny: Ok Ned so who's kid is that?
Ned: Why would u care?
Sonny: Ohh touchy touchy, Come on Ned who's Kid is it.
Ned really does not what to say he just sits there.
Brenda walks out of
Lois' room w/Cari still fast asleep in her arms, She does
not see Sonny.
Michael runs over to her and starts to tug on her arm,
Sonny looks up and
sees Brenda and his heart jumps up into his mouth.
Sonny: (under his breathe) Oh my god!
Brenda looks down at Michael who obviously has a story to
Brenda: Hey, whats wrong?
Michael: Mommy guess what I did.. I ran around is a whole
numch of cirlces
and then I fell and a nice man caught me.
Brenda: Oh really. Well who is this nice man?
Michael: He is over there w/uncle Ned. See him (he points
Brenda looks over at Ned and then she pans to the right
and she comes face to
face w/the man who she has longed to see, the man who she
walked out on 4
years ago, The man she called "The love of her life"
Chapter 4 "Hello My Love"
Brenda takes Michael's hand and walks over to
Sonny and Ned. Not
knowing what to say she just said the first thing that
came to her mind.
Brenda: I didnt know u still lived here.
Sonny: Yeah well this **is** my home.
Ned: Umm I am going to go down to the cafeteria I am
getting really hungry..
Hey Michael do u want to come w/me and get some ice cream?
Ned: Ok come on big boy, Bren do u want me to take Cari?
Brenda: No thats OK if she wakes up and I am not there she
Ned: Ok come on Michael.
Brenda: Ned NO CHOCOLATE he is hiper as it is.
Ned: I know Bren I know.
Ned and Michael skip off to the elevator. Brenda turns her
attention back to
Sonny who is still in shock that she is still there.
Sonny: I really have no clue what I am supposed to say
Brenda. I have lived
this moment in my head about a thousand times but....
Brenda: Sonny stop ok not here, not in front of everyone,
lets just go
somewhere private, ok?
They go into an empty hospital room, Brenda puts Cari down
on the bed, and
looks at her for a moment. Then looks back up at Sonny.
Sonny: I only have one question that i want answered thats
all and u owe me
Brenda: I know that I do. Ok ask away.
Sonny: Why did u leave? Thats all I want to know is why?
Brenda: (tears well up in her eyes) I had to U know that I
had to. After what
Jax did what I went through, there is no way I could stay
here. Sonny I was
scared, scared of what he could do to me so I ran. After I
got to San
Fransisco I didnt plan on staying there, then I found out
I was pregnent and
I knew that there was no way I would ever puts my childs
life in danger, So
Karen and Jagger told me I could stay w/them until the
twins were born. I
tried to come back so many times, then Lois told me that
Jax was in jail, I
was going to come back but I was so used to running that I
didnt know how to
do anything else, it was normal to run.
Sonny: What made u change your mind and come back?
Brenda: I had been looking for an excuse to come back here
and when I found
out that Lois was hurt I knew that it was my chance so I
Sonny takes Brenda's hand.
Sonny: I missed u.
Brenda: I missed u to.
Sonny: Are u back for good?
Brenda: I think so, but I am not sure yet. The kids know
San Fransisco as
there home and Karen and Jagger as there family. But I
came back here for
another reason to.
Sonny: And that would be?
Brenda: Cari and Michael deserve the chance to meet there
Sonny: Oh god, are u saying that....... (pauses) they arnt
Brenda lets go of Sonny's hand and walkes over to Cari,
she sits down on the
bed and puts her hand on her daughters face caressing her
Brenda: I didnt know at first when i first found out I was
pregnent I didnt
know who the father was, mabey that was another excuse to
stay in SF, I dont
know I dodnt even find out until the twins were born that
they were in fact
yours... (pauses) ours. I want u to get the chance to meet
and get to know
your children I at least owe u that and I owe them that.
Sonny: U know what else I would like?
He walks over to her and takes her hand and lifts her up
off of the bed so
she is standing next to him.
Brenda: What else would u like?
Sonny: I want the chance to get to know there mother
again.. To have her in
my life and in my arms will U let me start again? Will you
give us another
try? Let me be apart of your life and give me a chance to
take away the pain
u have felt when I wasnt there to help it go away. PLEASE
Brenda arnt we
Chapter 5 "Hello Daddy"
Brenda was just about to answer Sonny's question
when she heard a little
girls voice yell out.
Brenda snaps out of her Sonny made daze and runs to her
Brenda: Honey its ok mommys right here, shes right here
(she picks Cari up
and holds her). Whats wrong did u have a bad dream.
Cari: No, I just woke up and I didn't see u and I got
Sonny turns to walk away but Brenda grabs his arm.
Brenda: No dont leave, Please.
Cari: Mommy whos he?
Brenda: Well sweetie he is someone that I want u to meet.
Sonny: U dont have to do this right now Brenda.
Brenda: Yes I do.
Cari: Mommy whats going on?
Brenda: Well sweetie u know how a long time ago U asked me
who your daddy
A huge smile crosses Cari's face.
Cari: Is he my daddy?
Brenda: Yes sweetheart he is.
Sonny: Hey there Cari, U know u are just as beautiful as
your mother is.
Cari smiles shyly. Brenda looks at Sonny.
Brenda: would u like to hold her?
Sonny: I would love to.
Brenda: Cari would u like to go see your daddy?
Brenda leans over and hands Cari to Sonny, Sonny opens his
arms and excepts
his daughter w/open arms. Cari rests her head on Sonnys
sholder and Sonny
tightly raps his arms around her, a single tear runs down
his cheek and he
looks at Brenda and she also crying.
Sonny: So what do u think Miss Barrett let me show u and
our children what a
family can feel like.
Brenda looks at him and a smile crosses her face, she does
not say a word she
just walks over to him and raps her arms around him and
Cari and they all
hold eachother for the longest time. About 10 minutes
later they finally pull
away and Brenda walks around Sonny to see if Cari is ok,
and she sees her
beautiful daughter has fallen back into dream world.
Sonny: Is she ok?
Brenda: (smiling) She is fast asleep, here let me take
Sonny: No, its ok let me.
He walks back over to the bed and places his sleeping
daughter down on the
Sonny: She looks so much like u.
Brenda: She sure does, but she has your eyes.
Sonny walks back over to Brenda and takes her hand.
Sonny: So u know u never answered my question, can we all
be a family?
Brenda: What do u think?
She places her other hand in Sonnys and he draws her close
for seconds they
look deep into eachothers eyes like they are looking into
each others souls,
he takes her face in her hand and pulls her to him and
they begin to kiss,
it starts out very soft but becomes much deeper. Brenda
suddenly pulls away
out of breath.
Brenda: WOW! ok I think we better stop before we get so
far that we cant.
Sonny: We will finish this later.
Brenda: (laughing) we'll see, wont we.